Abandoned? Did he abandon me in a great time of need? Was I delusional to think he could actually be a support, a true friend. What is he supposed to do? Leave his family to come rescue me, hardly? But on some plane I thought he would, he could.
If I am going to be in this relationship, this friendship, I need to stay grounded in reality. There are severe limitations put forth by our situation. I have to remember what those limitations are. I cannot get upset in a time of need because he is not available to me. I knew that going in. I either need to accept it or walk away, since I am not willing to walk away, accpet it I must.
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